Going Freelance from My Third Year Without Becoming a Board-Certified Specialist: Why I'm Glad I Chose It and What I Think Now

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Contents
  1. Conclusion
  2. I Used Up My Time on Travel
  3. My Attachment to Money Faded Too
  4. Board Certification Is the Entry Point to Meaningful Work
  5. I'm Glad I Went Freelance for a While

In the previous post, I wrote that if you don't have a particular goal in mind, it's better to become a board-certified specialist.

In this post, I'll write about why I chose this path and how I see it now.

Conclusion

I'm glad I chose this path. Even so, I plan to enter a specialty resident program starting next year.

What happened, in my case, to the time and money I listed as the good sides in the previous post? From there, I'll write in order up to what I want to do now.

I Used Up My Time on Travel

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The main reason I went freelance from my third year was to travel abroad. In terms of the good sides from the previous post, that's time.

Travel for two weeks, rest for two weeks, work for two weeks to top up my travel funds, then set off again. That's a life you could hardly have as a salaried employee.

People told me, "You can still go after you become a board-certified specialist," but I couldn't see it that way.

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The places you want to go won't necessarily be there for you forever.

The war in Ukraine began, and it became impossible to ride the Trans-Siberian Railway or visit Kyiv. In hindsight, war then broke out in the Middle East as well.

Also, if I got married or had children, wandering around on my own would become difficult. Nor do I know whether I'll still be in a state to enjoy it when I'm older.

With all that in mind, I gave priority to traveling abroad.

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Now, a little over a year later, I've done a fair amount of the traveling I wanted to do. There are still a few countries I'd like to visit, but I'm quite satisfied.

My Attachment to Money Faded Too

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My thinking also changed about money, the other good side. Back when I was a junior resident, during the two-year initial residency, I thought the more salary I got, the better.

But I found that the amount I need to live on, and the amount that satisfies me, are actually not that large. With travel, an expensive undertaking, also winding down, I have less reason to be fixated on money.

As a specialty resident, my pay would drop a little, but only for a few years. Once that period is over and I have a specialty, it would actually rise a little. I've come to think there's no need to dread those few years that much.

I've done the traveling my time was for, and I have less reason to be fixated on money too. I have little reason left to deliberately stay out of the program.

Board Certification Is the Entry Point to Meaningful Work

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So, now that I've done what I wanted to do, what do I want to do now?

Honestly, the way I work now is boring. In the previous post, I described it as a feeling that my mind was slowly melting.

Right now I work this way to earn money, but I don't want to keep doing work like overnight on-call shifts where you can usually sleep through the night for decades to come. I've come to feel that if I'm going to work anyway, I want to do work I find enjoyable.

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As I wrote in the previous post, you won't run out of work even without a specialty. Now, in my fourth year, I work two to three days a week in a part-time position at a hospital in a rural area, while continuing to take one-off locum shifts at other hospitals.

When my shifts at my part-time job end, I travel around to hospitals in various regions, each several hours away one way. It's normal for me not to go home for about two weeks.

I'm the kind of person who doesn't mind this much to begin with. If it were only about money, I think I could keep freelancing without any problem while earning a sufficient income.

But when weighed against meaningful work, it's a different story. To do work I find enjoyable and meaningful, I need at least the level of expertise that comes with being a board-certified specialist.

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Finishing junior residency is only the foundation for everything. You can't stand alongside specialists from other departments, and you can't become someone they consult.

There's also how others see you. Honestly, you're taken lightly quite a bit, and people end up thinking, "We can't really leave this to them."

Board certification is your access pass to meaningful work. It's not impossible to build skills without holding the qualification, but rather than taking a niche route that's hard to explain, it's easier to go along with the established path.

In exchange, for a few years I'll have less time and less money than now, and I do think it will be tough. Even so, I now feel I can offer those years as the price for meaningful work. So, for now, I've decided to become a board-certified specialist.

I'm Glad I Went Freelance for a While

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I don't think low pay is fine just because the work is meaningful. Even so, the reason I can move on to specialty residency with conviction now is that I went freelance for a while first. If I hadn't, I don't think I'd be convinced.

For those making this choice from now on: if there's something you want to do instead of becoming a specialty resident, I think you should do it. Even if there's nothing in particular you want to do, if you don't want a grueling way of working, you can get by just fine on this path.

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That said, I think it's also an option to go freelance for a while in order to have a period, with free time on your hands, to think about who you want to be.

How will I look back on this choice once I've actually made the move? I'll write about my thoughts then in another post.